So I've come to terms with the fact that I am still in an "in-between" stage in my life. I am trying with all my might to try and enjoy it, this is the time that I have to enjoy my fiance, our life together with just a turtle and a kitten, coming and going as we please. Then the wedding, can't wait, then the honeymoon cruise, absolutely can't wait. And not far away is kids and I will lose sleep and we won't be able to come and go as we please. So maybe I should just think about how lucky I am to be able to plan my future. I have to stop wanting and coveting things I need to just live my life more in the moment and focus on the wonderful things in my life that I have that some don't have. So for now...I am going to learn to be happy with what I have and learn to live with that, because as soon as I have the house and the mortgage and kids I'll wish I had time to relax. I know I will look back and think "I should have enjoyed that "in-between" stage a lot more" so I am going to enjoy life!
